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This is the house where he was born in 1875. But he was so sickly as
a baby, yellow and wrinkled, that at first his life was despaired of and
his mother wept over him. He came of a cultivated family, many of them schoolteachers and pastors. One other member became very famous in the twentieth century, his cousin Jean-Paul Sartre.
A crucial event happened about Easter time in his ninth year. The soft snow had melted from the surrounding fields, and now lay only on the high slopes of the mountains. The naked branches were beginning to mist a little with leaf buds. Alberts friend Henry suggested taking their new catapults up the hill to shoot birds. What happened next is best told in Schweitzers own words:
We got close to a tree which was still without any leaves, and on which the birds were singing beautifully to greet the morning, without showing the least fear of us. Then stooping like a Red Indian hunter, my companion put a bullet in the leather of his catapult and took aim. In obedience to his nod of command, I did the same, though with terrible twinges of conscience, vowing to myself that I would shoot directly he did. At that very moment the church bells began to ring, mingling their music with the songs of the birds and the sunshine. It was the Warning-bell which began half an hour before the regular peal-ringing, and for me it was a voice from heaven. I shooed the birds away, so that they flew where they were safe from my companion's catapult, and then I fled home. And ever since then, when the Passion-tide bells ring out to the leafless trees and the sunshine, I reflect with a rush of grateful emotion, how on that day their music drove deep into my heart the commandment; Thou shall not kill.
From that day onward I took courage to emancipate myself from the fear of men, and whenever my inner convictions were at stake I let other people's opinions weigh less with me than they had done previously. I tried also to unlearn my former dread of being laughed at by my school-fellows.
My fathers study was a most uncomfortable place, and I never
set foot inside it unless I was absolutely compelled to. The smell of
books which pervaded it took my breath away, and that my father should
always be at the table studying and writing seemed to me something terribly
unnatural. I could not understand how he endured it, and I vowed that
I would never become a student and writer like him...
But there was one thing in which he was better than his schoolteacher he could improvise harmonies on the piano, and she couldnt. He described the ecstasy that music gave him when he was a small boy:
In my second school year we used to have lessons in penmanship from a master whose previous class was giving the big boys singing-lessons. Now it happened one day that we had come over from the infant school too early, so that we had to wait outside the other class-room, and when they began the vocal duet, In the mill by the stream I was sitting in quiet thought, followed by Beautiful forest, who planted you there? I had to hold on to the wall to prevent myself from falling. The charm of the two-part harmony of the songs thrilled me all over, to my very marrow, and similarly the first time I heard brass instruments playing together I almost fainted from excess of pleasure.
As soon as his legs were long enough to reach the pedals of the church
organ he started to play that, and sometimes even accompanied the services
in church.
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